Post by sarcasm on Aug 9, 2012 11:57:00 GMT -5
so, this is my gallery. i'll post some graphics and a few of my poems i wrote from a very dark period of my life.
enjoy (:
poems:Walk Tall
Looking at her you'll never tell
How much pain she goes through in her hell
She gives a smile to stop a tear
Because everyday she lives in fear
Holding herself high with pride
But all she wonders is 'what if I died?'
She gives a laugh to fight a tear
Soon she won't have to live in fear
A loaded pistol cocked and ready
It takes so much strength to hold it steady
She can no longer stop the tear
No longer will she live in fear
Upon the floor is a pool of blood
Sixteen years of being treated like mud
She smiles slightly at the tear
They never knew she lived in fear
i wrote this one about my best friend, who attempted suicide last year. it was close, but she got through it; thank god.
In Her Head
A battle rages in her head
Screams and cries of agony
Tears run down her cheeks
She wants nothing more then to be dead
A slice of steel against her wrist
Trails of crimson on her skin
Tears cease to fall from her eyes
She wants to slip away into the mist
A flash of red and of blue
Sirens piercing through the night
Tears from him begin to fall
He hates himself, he never knew
A room of white
Silent sobs mix with the beeps
Tears stain her cotton gown
He holds her hand and squeezes tight
A day of people dressed in black
Unbroken silence from the crowd
Tears fall no more from his eyes
He feels so numb.. He needs her back
this was inspired by bully by three days grace. i don't have a clue why.
My Hell
You look at me with those big brown eyes..
I try to tell you I'm sorry for all the lies..
You swear at me and tell me to get bent..
I remember a time when you thought I was Heaven sent..
You found someone else and say she's the one..
I wander in a daze because I can't believe we're done..
You never once looked back..
I feel my heart grow cold and turn black..
You stand at the alter watching her dressed in white..
I pour myself a drink and try to lose the night..
You kiss her gently and tell her 'I love you'..
I feel the pain of the love I once knew..
You laugh with her on your honeymoon..
I feel the sting of his hand and awake at noon..
You hold her tight and tell her you'll never let go..
I never thought I'd find myself so low..
You touch her stomach and smile..
I grab the blade and slip away for a while..
Your mind wanders back to me, if only breifly..
I feel it slice deeper, the pain is gone finally..
You have found your heaven..
I have found my hell.
cliche alert! this one is about my ex-boyfriend who i fell head over heels in love with, then i messed up. /=
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